A lie for another.
Ever thought about a lie ? how many lies you have to make up to cover up for your first lie? and how many lies you have to make up to cover up for the rest of the lies. It’s a never ending chain of lies which will leave you in a mess. Never lie or prepare to face the consequences !
Remember whatever you do, the truth will come out day and hit you bad...
Just a thought.
Real people have real problems and the problem i find in alot of people is usually at some point of your life there is a person very close to you that you love that needs help the problem is usually the time the person who needs the most help is the time they don't want your help..
- Raine Maida
Tick Tock…
One of the toughest things a person can experience in their life is waiting..either waiting for a special person, for a day, for someone to come or something to happen or whatever it is. It works on your mind how you have to gaze at the clock every minute, every hour, every day…. and yeah tell yourself that day is gonna come soon but you know you’re just making yourself happy ‘cause you never know IF that day is going to ever happen or not… but you never know one of the days you call ‘ordinary’ might turn into that day and put a smile on your face, nobody said waiting is not hard but the reward, always makes up for it. :)
Life…
Fake Happy Mask Anyone ?
so you sit in your room and you think oh God I’m in such a mess what do I do ? If I show my actual face to the world, everyone will think I’m just another emo kid who hates life and can’t enjoy anything out of it, but have you ever thought what that emo kid who hates his life goes through ? or is it just a little one man show to grab everyone's attention? I’m not gonna call myself that emo kid, I’d rather put that fake happy mask on and pretend that every little thing is okay and my life can’t get any better than this. This might look like I’m complaining about it but you know what ? The fake happy mask does sometimes help you realise you could enjoy life with the little things. So Ill begin my journey of finding those little things today…
Hold Onto You
You've been here in the dark for way too long
Do you remember how we felt in the sunlight?
You're still smiling through the pain your hiding in
But everyone can see that something's just not right
You've been waiting for so long, so long
You've been looking for some way to hold on
I know you feel so far away
So far away from better days
As you look for a way out
I'll hold onto you
When it gets too hard to take
I'll be the light that leads the way
As you look for a way out
I'll hold onto you
I'll hold onto you
You tell yourself that you'll make it right someday
You're getting way too good at living your own lies
Been broken down but believe somehow
That the sun can still burn through the clouds in your eyes
You've been waiting for so long, so long
You've been looking for some way to hold on
I know you feel so far away
So far away from better days
As you look for a way out
I'll hold onto you
When it gets too hard to take
I'll be the light that leads the way
As you look for a way out
I'll hold onto you
I'll hold onto you
Take one step
Just one step forward
One step
One step
I know you feel so far away
So far away from better days
As you look for a way out
I'll hold onto you
When it gets too hard to take
I'll be the light that leads the way
As you look for a way out
I'll hold onto you
I know you feel so far away
So far away from better days
As you look for a way out
I'll hold onto you
When it gets too hard to take
I'll be the light that leads the way
As you look for a way out
I'll hold onto you
I'll hold onto you
Hold Onto You – Default. <3
We Beg, We Pray, But Everything Still Happens Anyway….
To New Beginnings ?
I have no idea where to start from but here we go.
2011. I can describe it in one word, CRAZY. Its just been so weird and unexpected ! everything that has been happening this year has been a shock. From sad little things to big changes. Loss of friends and gaining of new friends. People I never thought I’d lose and people I never thought I’d be friends with. All of this aside the biggest change in my life happened this year too.. and yeah that was shifting to London from Dubai. One of the hardest things I’ve ever done. Some say I‘m being tested and some say its going to have a better future for me. To be honest I never expected to leave Dubai after so many years and leave all the memories and friends behind to start a new life at the other end of the world. This had a big impact on me. It showed me how to look at things differently and how to appreciate something when I have it, most importantly it showed my actual friends, the people who missed me when I was gone and the people who called themselves friends but didn’t even bother to come and say Goodbye. You might call this a loss, but for me it’s a gain cause I know my REAL friends now.
enough about friends. I want to end this post by thanking someone really special who stood by me all this time and didn’t let me give up on myself.
Jia, my best friend and the love of my life <3
THANKYOU <3 without you this would be impossible !
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