We Beg, We Pray, But Everything Still Happens Anyway….

you know when you want something to happen really bad and it never does ? Even though you stare at the sky every single night and pray as hard as you can, press your eyes and scream as loud as as ever and ask God, PLEASE make it happen, I swear I wont ask for anything else and be a good person and not make any mistakes but just make this little thing happen please? Yeah it never does…or maybe I’ve lost hope ? You know they say God always does the right thing for you and when you ask for something and you don’t get it, its cause you either don’t deserve it or its not good for you. I guess I don’t deserve it? or maybe I just don’t understand his ways…